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Monday, October 31, 2005

this world......so damn.....cold.
after going through all..........that shit.
and everything.........for that.
and jane only gives me 10%.........
if i bust that 10%.....
*cuts wrist*
omgz i r tehz angst
Crawlin in my skin'd
i think im just gonna curl up.
and sleep.
=(.

I held your hand at 3:46 PM

Sunday, October 30, 2005

eh.
supposed to meet sam for lunch.
but then coincidentally saw thompee in timezone.
he was supposed to call me,but he called the wrong number.
LOL
wad if the guy called back and say
'eh knn ccb who call this number 91462025,call 6 time you know'
REMEMER THE NUMBER 91467802.
my performance in dotA wasnt satisfactory.
after being killed by thompee like countless times,
i had to resort to killing siangann,just for some frags.
T.T
so guilty.
but then again Akasha was pretty nice to use,
with blink and scream of pain.
looking forward to next marina dota.
but then the dota team is falling apart.
*sigh*
and YOU BASTARDS STOP PUNISHING ME.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
THAT ONE THAT TAKES MY FRIES.
AND THE ONE THAT PUNCHES ME ON THE SWING.
and.
melted milk duds suck.
so sticky,so 'er xin'
lol.
MAGINA.
if i take you home.
signing off
the autistic angsty solo-ist.

I held your hand at 3:32 PM

Saturday, October 29, 2005

yeah.
sometimes it true that you cant run away.
and face reality.
but then.
its so much easier to say so than do.
sometimes its too painful to face it.
and you cant escape.
and so wad do you do?
face it bravely,bearing the pain?
or hide and run away,still very aware that its out there.
ah wad the heck.
no one will understand wad im trying to say anyway.

I held your hand at 3:51 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

argh.
its so frustrating.
like alvin said,im never angry,
but now im so frustrated.
how i wish i can be angry.
so that i could vent it all out.
but NOOOOOOO.
and theres ppl still bothering me.
when im already on the verge of breaking.
cant they like,care?
even if they dun wan to,cant they gimme some space?
to breathe and space out?
grrrrrrrrrr.
im pulling out my hair.
its never good enough.
it doesnt even matter trying.
im facing rejection from everything.
living proof of pessimism.
*slides back into angst and autistic form*

I held your hand at 1:18 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

hahaha.
looks like im down for another year.
yeap it sucks.
thats how mean the world is anyway.
but then its not the end.
i still have good frens with me lar.
bu then i dun need that much consoling.
nor require the need to see any counsellors.
or keep a journal or diary or wadsoever.
i will be fine.
i promise. =))))))))))))
no cracks,no seeds.

I held your hand at 11:58 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

weeee.
kinda happy today so update.
today was the graduation day for teh sec 4s.
kinda sad,since they were leaving.
but feel happy for them since they are gonna move on in life.
the funny thing was how ex class 4a2 pang seh siraj.
he was walking with crutches and the rest of the class purposely lag behind.
make him walk infront like leader likedat.LOL.
after that there was this lil 2a4/03 class gathering in the canteen.
mass photo taking.
bean asked everyone to sign his deck of cards.
and yeah i signed on the 9 of hearts.
and the class jerseys came in today.
yay for vicky,number 11.
=DDDDDDDD.
im like so looking forward to the 2a4/03 chalet.
gotta wear that jersey for it lol.
signing off.
rock on brothers and sisters.
gd luck in ur lives.

the sky is falling.
im dying.
but i'll still be praying.

I held your hand at 1:55 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

humans are selfish.
all humans are.
im sorry if i ever am to any of you ppl here.
bye.

this is my last update til ard 2 more weeks.
or maybe not anymore.
good nite and bye.

I held your hand at 12:47 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

poa paper today.
5050 percent of passing.
yep you heard it right.
the guy who got 29 marks may fail it.
LOL.
killa panda strikes again.
lv 92 liao.
many ppl were surprised at my rate of cheonging.
kinda shows how addicted/devoted this this game eh....
lol..............
oh yeah
thompee's post reminded me of the ownage in long john
ate with ah lian.
we we left i gave the bell a hard ring,
and to my surprise ah lian shouted a 'thank you'
like how those long john ppl would normally do.
lol it was kinda embarassing but still we were laughing our asses off.
awww damn.
physics tml and i havent studied.
arts on monday I HAVENT STARTED YET OMOGMGOMGOMG.
anyway im staying back tml to find mdm loy.
she asked me to see her i onli tml then see her lol.
hope it isnt too late?
haha.
and i think i have concluded.
im more of a pessismist.
damn.
the sky is falling ahhhhhh.
signing off.

I held your hand at 1:32 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

chem was kinda easy.
but i duno if i will pass anot.
ironic eh.
today i saw a person abandon frens just like that.
just walk away.
although it doesnt concern me.
but hey.
watching pang seh in action kinda disturbs me.
lol.
my ghost squad lv 65 liao yay.
*wears panda suit and starts raping enemies*
kinda sad,chan lost his wallet and hp in timezone
apparently some greedy bastard took it from his bag
that bastard shld die.>=(
oh yeah.
royston now has a blog.
go visit him at www.roy-asuka.blogspot.com

I held your hand at 2:01 PM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

haiz.
exam period.
so sian j0r.
but after the exams theres gonna be a whole load of action going on.
love.hate.satisfaction.disappointment.
and many more unexpected events.
hehe.
was supposed to study with sam in macs.
wtf in the end did not study much but talked abt something else.
looks like the moment im waiting for has arrived.
and see whos going down.
after that went to da park.
the gay squirrels were trying to murder me and sam.
keep on trying to drop the dried pods on our heads.
though they had suceeded the last time.
they failed this time.LOL.
nth much after that.
alright b4 i sign off lemme ask some questions.

1.is it fair if someone screws you up,and you had to bear the burden and pain while the person goes scot free and still rubs it in?

2.is it fair to blame someone for his underperformance,even if you yourself had underperformed too?

3.is it fair that no one trusts you anymore,as if you have been boycott-ed by someone?

4.is it fun and enjoyable to screw someone up and feel happy and proud abt it?

5.is it fair if all you request from someone is some respect?

6.(something personal) wad do you guys think im?optimistic or pessimistic?

pls post answers in my tag board in respective order thx.........
and signing off........

I held your hand at 2:01 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

sometimes.
yeah.
was kinda busy these few days going out and such.
mostly ghost squad.
powerleveled 25 levels in 3 days with 15 bucks.
yep.TR14 is mine.
THIS WORLD BELONGS TO M-*gets shot*
*is resurrected*
kinda hard to concentrate while studying.
this is bad.real bad.
*slaps ownself to wake ownself up*
i cannot fail again lar.
but still i must be harsh to myself.
very harsh.
must push on.
i have disappointed myself too many times.
so yeah.
below expectations = diediedie.
aw gee.
sign off.

I held your hand at 1:51 PM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

argh.
was pretty satisfied with my ss paper.
maths was........er.
forget it.
but damn.
highly disappointed with my ghost squad skills.
how could i deprove so much in 5 days?
arghhhhhhh.
this is so gay man.
so many buses promoting the s.a.m thingy.
wtf.
im gonna burn those buses down sooner or later.
too much shit.
too little ways to let it all out.
gsd helps though.
it feels good to kill gay bots.
but still.
it still gets to me.
GRRRR.
nvm the holidays coming soon.
the class outings will prolly help.loads.
yeah yeah.
those tender eyes.

I held your hand at 3:24 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005

yeahhhh.
no more problems with blogger liao.
hope it stays that way.
main exams start tml.
muz mug like shit.
*sigh* life is such a grind.
Vestige is so nice.

hey.
i do not want to dwell in the past anymore.
i now only look forward to the future.
do not remind me of the painful stuff done so long ago.
if you still want to bear grudges and dwell in the past,then fine.
everythings resolved and the people involved are rebuilding their lives,
forgetting and forgiving,
while you still want to cast blame.
get a life.

Betrayal.

I held your hand at 1:28 PM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

zzzzzz.
art mock test today.
h4rdc0r3.
weeeewoot.
its been 2 days and i miss ghost squad.
but these 2 days i have been laughing like shit.
ahhhh.
the good pals.
kbye.

I held your hand at 2:08 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005

Singapore Art Museum.
Singapore Art Museum.
Singapore Art Museum.
Singapore Art Museum.
Singapore Art Museum.
Singapore Art Museum.
sheesh.

I held your hand at 1:44 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

wtf.
smth is seriously wrong with my blog.
in my firefox it says the site is down for maintainence.
but the site's distorted in my IE.
at least its still post-able.>_>
alright on to my life.
i think i failed my eng paper on thurs.LOL.
at least i had great fun after the paper.
mao,allen,bosheng sam and me went to marina to play dota.
4 of us intend to fail chinese anyway.
while bosheng is too good to study chinese.LOL.
cant stop laughing on that day.
friday was kinda gay.
i slept during the chinese paper.
especially in the comprehension part.
so yeah failfailfailfail.
today....hmmm.
nth much to talk abt anyway.
haiz.
i dunno why.
but these few days im reminded of the Singapore Art Musuem.
yeah it was kinda nice.
but.............yeah.
in case u guys are wondering why i have this special affection to S.A.M
well.............lalala.
nite guys.
i have a busy day later on since its already pass midnite.

I held your hand at 3:58 PM

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