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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Day 6 of [Letting Go].

wahahaha.
finally finished drawing 1 piece of that chicken pot.
and sch's celebrating aces day and teacher's day tml.
have to run with injured leg.wtf.
i mean like its the 2nd time i injured my leg while sleeping.
muscle pull this time.knn.wad fuck is this.
and i know some of u will not believe this shyt.
wondering wad this fucker is saying.
but nvm,im not begging anyone to believe it.
and donated 50k to megalomaxblast.
so many ppl asking me to donate money.
now im restricting onli ppl close to me then i donate.lol.
megalomaxblast is a nice guy,cheering me up these few days.
but i cant do anything to help him,although he is also very sad.
ending here.since mr square face says to get more rest for the run tml.
cya around ppl.

I held your hand at 1:16 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Day 5 of [Letting Go].

weeee i passed my phy test.
looks like it really pays to study.
and chatting with megalomaxblast was really funny.
since he still as horny as ever.XD.
and some gay faggot is imitating me in mel's tagboard.
hope he have fun trying to be me.XD.
and a Seed of Hate has been planted in me.
whether it will grow it will have to depend.
and if it does grow then ....ermm yay?
and yamaha sux it din put how much is the drum course.
tml muz go find out.
need sleep.
cya around ppl.

I held your hand at 1:59 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

Day 4 of [Letting Go].

segggeeeez.
these few days have no mood to do anything.
mind always zones out and cant concentrate.
been chatting with zhou liang and megalomablast alot recently.
megalomaxblast says i ask 4 too little.i think he ask 4 too much.lol.
a gay party was hosted during the afternoon.in my house.
so many children.irritating children.
that threatens the safety of my personal belongings.
hope nth that is mine is spoilt.>.<.
and convicky is revived.hope its for the last and final time.
cuz mages r boring to play with.
and weee my sin bought a red china top.
that leaves the hat and the bottom.
cuz the lv 50 outfit is hawt.pure china.
someone say 'Tap Sum Bong'!
test tml need to go study le.
cya around ppl.

I held your hand at 1:43 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Day 3 of [Letting Go].

yeah.
cant get thru a day without getting pissed.
chatting with megalomaxblast was gd.
we basically have the same problem.
and jb did knock some sense into my head.
i guess i kinda neglected him huh.
so yeah.
although i dun get jealous easily,
i still do.only its not so easy.
i still wonder y i do.
i process thoughts slower then an average person.
so ya pls forgive me if im slow in understanding.

I held your hand at 3:03 PM

Day 2 of [Letting Go].

so far so good.easier for me today.
and so far,today was NEAR perfect.
not much distraction so i focussed more during lessons.
and hope i pass my ss test.
and ms tan was hiliarious.
but wadeva.
blog more later tonite.
*away*

I held your hand at 7:26 AM

Friday, August 26, 2005

Day 1 of [Letting Go].

yeah.
lifes looking up.nothing to burden me.
but DAMN.
still cant believe such a cute creature really DOES exist.
but wadeva.
scar on my right cheek.
makes me look dubious.like a real sin.XD.
cant really do art.so much details to draw.
sam and thom were called down to ms soo's office.
mareen's complaining of her pwnage of coz.
thank God nth happened to them.
looks like maureen lost.again.
jejeje.
going off to study le weeeeeee.
bye.

I held your hand at 12:09 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

awww geee.
physics suck so bad.wonder y im taking physics instead of bio.
2 years somemore.so i pretty much screwed up my life.
and phew,zhi ming lent me eps 17-30 of gsd.
so im gonna be pretty busy for a while.
and yeah i have chosen to give up.
becuz im so useless and theres nth i can do.
and i think its time i move on and focus on my other things.
and im so fucking confused now.i dun know anything.
forget it lah.but anyway thx thom for da respect.
although the 3 times lucky thing was kinda crap.
and from tml onwards im gonna be evilier and meaner.
since ppl always take mr nice guys for granted.
asstards.

I held your hand at 1:41 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

weeeeeee.
seating arrangement has been changed.
i now sit at the 3rd row with thom beside me and sam behind thom.
finally the 3 of us r united.*starts shaking squirrel balls*
sam borrowed a modem from me and now hes finally online weeeeee.
and yeah it feels great to be loved.
even by a depressive half gay ass faggot whos keeps punching me.XD.
today was kinda weird.think its becuz i havent fully sorted out my thinking.
so im kinda clueless to where i wan to work on.
and both sam and thom says to let go.
think they r right.
but in the future if i ever get a career i think i gonna focus on it.
starting a family isnt really my first priority anyway.
even though joseph tried to talk me out of the no family thingy,
but i think i will just concentrate on it.since im so used to havin no family.
doubt i will sucessfully get a gf anyway.since im such a 1337 g33k.
eh have more sorting out to do.
cya around ppl.maybe by tml i got everything sorted out.
check back tml then.

I held your hand at 1:22 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

yayyyyyyyy.
finish art after long last.
still looks like crap though.
and i have failed again.
this time in my judgement.
i thought i could do it myself.
looks like i cant.
failing myself at this rate is not good at all.
its time i started sitting down and start to think.
to improve myself.just like joseph.
he has already thought thru everything.
hes already working towwards wad he wans in life.
so basically i will be lying in bed later thinking thru things too.
cya around.

I held your hand at 3:17 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

w00t.
went cwp with sam and tom.
finised my hmwk with sam in civic centre.
bought a new pencil case since my old one was spammed by SOMEONE.
and sam decided to join us to write a novel.abt the life of 3a1 ppl.
and heres a sneak peek to wads gonna come out :

The dark brown hair swished elegantly around her face as she stepped into the classroom. Vicky did not know it, but somehow this person would be a major influence in his school days. Glancing up at her,he stared into two big, round eyes coupled with a cute fringe and an overally good-girlish look. She was definitely the most beautiful classmate he had ever met.

interesting huh?well we r still in the early stages.
theres also another part abt me getting OWNED by ms tan in the story.
but its too humiliating to be posted here XD.
more to be continued tml.
still have to brainstorm for more ideas.
cya around.

I held your hand at 2:40 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

bam.
gravy gravy on my shirt.during recess.
the lan shop in paradiz centre was such a scam.
non members 1.60 per hr write til so big
the words 'except friday 2.50 per hr' so small.
go home kena grounded.fuck.
and yeah.i and thomp is gonna write a story.
still thinking if we shld throw in death and Betrayal inside the story.
if so then the person that dies inside the story is most probably me.
many more things to plan tml.

I held your hand at 3:01 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

ARGGHHHHH.
sometimes i feel like curling up in a corner and die.
okok maybe not die but hibernate or something.
everyday i hear and learn more and more.
bringing pain and fear.to me.
and i feel everything crumbling in front of me.
but im gonna fight on.its do or die.now or never.
or i die trying.
but im still gonna fight on.
those that are standing on my side and helping me,
thx alot i appreciate ur help.
for those that oppose me or wan me destroyed,
kindly go over to the other side so i can see who u r.
im gonna fight u guys til i reign victorious or die trying.
im not gonna give up to bastards like u.
this fight for my everything can start NOW.
bring ur shyt.we will see how many frags i can get.

I held your hand at 1:43 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

owww.
sam punched me so hard somewhere in the ribs,
i cant stop coughing,sometimes having slight difficulties in breathing.
the truth and dare we played during assembly period wad somewhat hiliarious and disgusting.
hiliarious as in the dares were fucking absurb.digusting as in corrine was in the game.o_o.
after ssp i and thomp were watching replays of trick running.
effective in deceiving weak feeble minded fools.
at least sam was unaffected by chee hou's trick.
and er..never enjoy breezes by not boarding the bus and waiting for another.
XD.
yeah another 500k deposited into my sin.
lv 26 le.i can smell sin-dom.
jejejeje.
addicted to ignited and reason.y da fuck do they have to be so nice to listen to.

I held your hand at 1:47 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

yeah.
lifes definately getting better for me.
im able to focus more on my studies,credits to thompee for all the encouragement and everything.
ahhh so scared i fail eng test.the first page i can get full marks,
but the sentence forming wasnt that piece of cake-y after all.
and i have so many great frens that i hang out with.
although i have been bullying roy more often nowadays.abt his shu zhen of cos.XD.
more props to the frens that share with me gundam seed destiny stuff.
like zhi,wenjie,leslie and their frens who shared with them too.
and yeah i have been sharing the song shining star with some ppl.
loved their reactions to the song when they first hear it.
wad reactions u might ask?well ask me for the song and experience it urself.
its gonna be fun.well maybe more for me.but yeah its still a nice song.
well,going off now.gotta think of more plans to di siao roy gg.
cya around ppl.

I held your hand at 1:02 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

yeah.
deleted all the post.decided to start everything anew again.
since i decided im gonna live a new life.
yeah got 29/30 for poa test.wonder where the other mark go to.
now muz cheong english.tml got test.muz pwn everyone again.
now muz really cheong studies le.
dun wan to disappoint my frens.and to honour the Lord.
for His kingdom.
i shld have listened to darryl chan.(dixon chan's older bro)
but i din and it brought me so much pain.
i regretted it so much.
and i have decided.to let go and fufill the destiny God has in plan for me.
let go and see everything fade away......
and let God decide how things work out.
so im changing to be apathetic.Apathy now is no longer death.
more to be said tml.....

I held your hand at 1:27 PM

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